Emma Grace

I am not a real person, I don’t exist,

this extreme look is not real

with 42 H breast implants.

I was beautiful before but more beautiful now.

I’m not worried about anything,

I was depressed for a long time

and was suicidal and thought

I would kill myself by the end of twenty.

But I feel like I’m very happy, not sad,

and I’m super grateful

that I have my art, my house,

and my animals

I was hooking and felt horrible

but found a porn site and now—

I feel so grateful in a beautiful, chaotic way.

I’m not a victim of anything,

this was my choice to have a unique life—

I’ve had three nose jobs, buccal fat removal,

two brow lifts, multiple fat transfers to my face,

lost count of all the filler in my lips and cheeks,

two sets of twenty veneers,

four boob jobs not including revisions,

lipo multiple times, three BBL’s,

butt injections and, YES, I will have more

surgery hon. Why? Because

I was beautiful before but more beautiful now.